Deliverance Of Ideas

shift!

2008-05-14T01:41:00.000-07:00

Okay readers, please go to my Xanga from now onwards.

Partyyyy leaa

2008-05-12T10:40:00.001-07:00

~~Eileen Koh! Zouk this Wednesday! I don't care, you must comeee!~~

FOREVER so hard to ask her out for party! Anyway, Phuture anyone?

Sweet Thank You

2008-05-12T04:44:00.000-07:00

I had a bad BAD diarrhoea this morning! I almost faint! Seriously. Face gone so pail, sweat, feeling hot and cold, no strength to stand. My brother got so shocked when he came over to hold me and gave me medicine.

The funny part was when I'm talking rubbish to him. I said "Alson, I think I need to go hospital. The pain is fucking killing me. OH NO! My gastric is back again! I can't stand the pain. I wonder how am I gonna bear the pain if I give birth!" Lol. Gonna faint still can talk so much me.

And he said "Okay, I bring you to hospital." I got on my bed, he cover my blanket on me and says "I need to prepared a injection that will kill your pain. You have a good rest." His injection means warm milo. Taste supper good and I had a good rest after that.

Thank you my beloved brother!

Whats Up You Coding?

2008-05-11T03:02:00.001-07:00

My blog here screwed up! Whatever code I paste it into the template, all gone case. It's either my entries' at the top left hand corner, my tagboard at the center, my picture at the right hand side top corner and blah blah.. What the hell.

Now it's all fixed, oh wait. Two more coding need to be fixed. So if you're clicking at my tagboard, double click. I know I got the same skin as Verse. Hope she don't mind. I couldn't find any nice skin other than this. Oh well..

I'm supper not used to it without going to school. Maybe it's because I dislike staying at home. Sigh.

Two Nights Out!

2008-05-09T03:03:00.000-07:00

Wednesday night!

Drink Drank Drunk!
Fun, Noise, Madness!

Thursday Night @ HK Cafe and Arena!

Random the whole night out!

I order seafood hor fun. It was such a big plate for me to finish it. And guess what!?! They gave me so many fishcakes! I even stack them up!

And the fish is fucking not fresh! Jenny had fried beef hor fun and the plate is fucking filled with beef! Mango pudding was free! That's awesome! Supper fresh, supper yummy, supper cooling!

Arena after supper. Live band was great!

Waterfall! So cool sial.

They even sang Apologize! All the ladies aaawwwwoooowwwaaahh!! so loudly! Don't need to see the video because I video-ed the wrong side. Dumb! Just listen to their song!

You add me, I block, I BLOCK, I BLOCK!!
So damn cheapskate like fuck!
Your sweet words so turn me off!
I felt so disgusted!
And I hate you now!
You said sorry for your harsh actions
BUT!!
IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE!

放生 by 范逸臣

2008-05-07T03:32:00.000-07:00

Somehow I came across this chinese MTV. I like it but I seriously don't get what the lyrics mean. So I get help from Online Translator.

So 放生 means setting free a captured animal, correct?

And this! Pretty easy lyrics but the MTV like so old generation. -_-

Golden Treasure

2008-05-06T10:09:00.000-07:00

I so so ssooo treasure my day with this two people.

My darlings, Verse and Roger.

They are so important to me and I love them a lot. I cannot imagine my life without them. It's like.. I don't know how I can describe the feelings.

They're my best friends,
they're like my family, (er, no. We're already VERM family)
they're my life,
they know me in and out
and
we stand by each other.

~ ~

I hope that time treats you well.
I hope that Fate looks after you.
I hope that your smile stays on,
and I hope you will always remain strong.

Surprisingly, we manage to "finish" half of the website.

Anyone knows any fast cash job? Okay, I just need some cash.

STUPID KIDS

2008-05-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

I can't stand those small "ah bengs" that loves to start fire. If you're one of them, that's too bad. To me, you guys are so small kids. So childish. I wanna laugh my ass off when I heard you people are looking trouble with me and JY. HA HA HA HA!! I suggest you guys better change your target who to fight with. :)

SkyClouds

2008-05-02T13:35:00.000-07:00

Although I like to log in Xanga every minutes, I'll still update this online journal. Because there's some reasons behind it. Anyway, I've some nice photographs to share with you peeps!

XANGA

2008-05-01T11:48:00.000-07:00

I've a NEW BLOG yo!

what's on my mind

2008-04-30T14:56:00.000-07:00

Just back from party with love and while waiting for my hair to dry soon, here I am to blog. Not a good post. I'll just type what's on my mind.

I'm sick and tired. Not physically sick nor tired.
Had enough of all this bullshit thingy.

Thanks for your insult.
I thank you for thinking "that fucking way".
I'm not upset and I'm not crying.
BUT that doesn't means I'm a fucking strong girl.

Sorry for begin so emo recently.
This online journal has been with me for long time.
And so, blogging out my feelings, emotions and life is a place where I can feel a little happy.

Goodnight, good morning!

SEE!

2008-04-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

Supper touching and amazing!

Be on your way

2008-04-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

You never got the chance to see how good I've done.

Assessment over, holiday just started.

What I did for assessment. Greeting cards and some works from all module. Here's my best greeting card.

Lunch and KBox with Sophia and Eileen. Ha. So funny and fun. I supper sucks at chinese songs. I need to listen more chinese songs so that I can sing along with them next time. Chilled outside staircase after we collected our work. Home sweet home and had a lot of sleep! I can almost sleep for 24 hours. Other than sleep, I also had been watching shows online.

Currently working on a interior website design together with Roger and Verse. Any of you have freelance design and thought of passing it to me, let me know. I will want it. Thinking why I still working so hard during my holidays? Because I wanna make myself busy. I'm kind of afraid to be free or doing nothing. I don't know why too.

Work sucks. YOU ugly big shit sucks big time! Fuck you! I'll show you face and attitude on Friday.

I don't believe there's miracle in this world. Sigh. You fall and drag yourself so deeply and there's limit for us to help. You gotta move on, gotta be strong. We hope you'll stand up on your feet soon.

Picnic tomorrow! Loves, nature and fresh air.

Hello

2008-04-29T03:03:00.000-07:00

Off to NTUC Fair Price to get bread, ham, cheese and .... for tomorrow's picnic.

I'll blog with pictures tonight! :)

Fuckup

2008-04-27T09:39:00.000-07:00

Too many things had happened these days! And it makes me too upset, unhappy, vexed and frustrated to blog.

Superwomen

2008-04-23T14:53:00.000-07:00

Aaaahhhh! Had been doing my projects that were give from the starting from week 1 till week 10. Each night I only had less than 5 hours of sleep. And my brother got so shocked to see me sleeping so deadly. Haha! And due to lack of SLEEP and REST, both my eye and face is like swollen! It's 0602 AM now and shall get some rest (even though my brain still working!) before i start to stress out on my Poetry Final and Drawings. Ohyeah, my brother helped me with my projects. Thank you so much!

Good rest to me and everyone! :)

sigh

2008-04-20T12:44:00.000-07:00

Damn it! Fuck it! What's the hell wrong is today? Why is she so cranky and begin a fuck up person? You always fuck me upside down when you're not happy. So what if I'm the eldest? SO WHAT?!

I know I hack care Alson. BUT my care and concern is still in my heart. I've been thinking how am I able to give him my helping hand. I try to interact with him and yes, I managed! But you didn't!

I plan to spent more time with him after this week.
I plan to teach him photography.
I plan to teach him create flash game.
I plan to get him a course that he's interested.
I plan to bring him to explore the night life.
I plan, I plan, I plan and I've already plan!
I know this' all just planning BUT I'm gonna do it after this week.

In fact, you push all the blame on me. WTF?! You was too over at that fucking moment.
You gonna throw away both my PC and Macbook, hard disk and whatever shit. If you think by throwing these items away will make you happy, go ahead. I'll quite school. I'll stop begin a designer. My future will just vanish. Or maybe I can just go die.

So what if I work part time at bar? So what if I got my pay? I've been accepting and looking for part time jobs here and there JUST BECAUSE i don't wanna spent your money anymore. I'm trying to stop my habit by taking cab and I'll try to go less partying. I had enough of you saying I'm your burden.

You know begin a designer or going in to design industry, they gotta spent their time facing computers and burn night oil. I tried to finish my work fast and I tried to off lights early. I had never tell you that I had sleeping problem. I don't want you to know because you already said I'm a burden to you. FUCK!! I always keep things in my heart.

I give my best not to fight back. I try not to cry. I try to swallow hard down my throat. But I just can't. Ended up I'm here letting all out...

Sat

2008-04-19T12:54:00.000-07:00

My very first time took bus (NR7) home. I got on my seat and the "missing someone" feeling came. How I wish he's here today to fetch me from work, bring me for supper and send me to my house door. I don't know if I getting to like him ever since he's away to India for NS training. Maybe not.

On a different topic.

I didn't know or never know that you're a sensitive girl. But I think that's too over to type it in that way (as thou like the friendship gonna break). I'm sorry that I cause you sadness.

Ciggggaaaaa

2008-04-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

Work, work and work.
Save, save and save.

continued*

it was my first day work at ciga bar just opposite O bar and beside En Lounge. Waolaueh, wear heels the whole fucking night and my fucking poor feet is so fucking hurts. ):

Made one big mistake by throwing away the customer's ciga. He's so fucking cheapo lah. Left so little still wanna complain to manager. Fuck it yo. But lucky me! Because this cheapo's ah mo friend save me.

SHE'LL GO MISSING DURING MID JULY.

This video is top Notch

2008-04-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

Bad Wednesday

2008-04-16T22:46:00.000-07:00

WHAT A NIGHT! The ambiance, the crowd, the people, the mood, the music, the dance floor was all so not right! In fact, it was a bad night! For the very first time, I was not hyper at the dance floor!

It's been superb long time since we hit the dance floor. DJs blast out their music and I just couldn't kick off. And Jenny asked us to shake anyhow.

I wanna be a DJ. I got inspired by a lady DJ. I think it's so cool.

A horny white women vomited like shit beside us, another lady dance like she could almost occupied the place, another ugly lady keep fighting over the small place with me and and.. I SUPERB TURN OFF by a bad breathe guy! Not just his breathe stinks! His whole body also stinks! So stink till I push him away real hard. NO MERCY if I pai seh you YO!

Three plus, Jenny and I got splash by a fucking guai lan waiter. Not a word Sorry and off he went. We got so mad and approached him. He was drinking when we approached him. Fuck. Instead of apologizing, he push the blame to others. And the way he talk as if like wanna fight. Before a waitress came over, he said "why? wanna complain isit!? Go complain lah!" Manager came. We want the manager to sack his staff immediately. There's nothing they can do to make us happy. Because his attitude towards us is bad. Gonna write in a letter to Zouk!

Sat outside opposite the hotel to chill. Windy wind dry our clothes and our next destination to Upper Thomsan road for prata. Ordered cheese prata but they gave us egg! Chit chat till 5am and home sweet home.

Friday working, kind of lazy and really wanna back off. But can't!

3 more months to my birthday. I know still far away BUT I JUST CAN"T wait to celebrate with my love ones like Sophia, Jenny, Roger, Verse and and.. maybe this four for now. It'll be great if I can fly to Bangkok with Sophia on my birthday. Wweee~

I was doing my art and out of the blue, I recall I had a dream. I treat Sophia and Jenny a sumptuous dinner at some grand restaurant. And then, my phone woke me up! I tried to sleep and go back to my dream. By then, I'm already supper awake.

Go On Girl

2008-04-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

15th April 2008, was at school with Roger and Evelyn. Verse came for over for doll shooting. Calvin came for a while and lastly, cute Eddie came for dinner. (:

Rushing my greeting cards. Printing them on Wednesday. Redo all my sketches and research on a new sketchbook and am down with bad flu. Sucks to the core! Start my new part time job this Friday.

Apologize.

2008-04-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

My favorite song! Never get sick of it. And I supper love the video.

"R, Just call me and I'll make your day."

Before I end this post, I just received pictures from my darling, Verse Han. It was Evelyn's 20th Birthday celebrating at Home Club.

We love each other yo bitch. 7, 8 years of friendship.

I say

2008-04-11T00:18:00.001-07:00

Sweet Thursday night. Saka Sushi together with Roger, Joel, Calvin and Xin Zhi at Wheelocks. Roger was supper hungry and he had all the red color plates.

Soft self crabs! Roger ordered! Supper oily so it don't taste so good.

The main purpose is to celebrate for Joel because Mr He Shan is going to NS. And he looking freaking weird. Head so small and look like one he shan. Whole night I keep disturbing him. Haha!

Take care Mr He Shan, train hard uh!

Went to Takashimaya 's Zara. I like a white plain tee and it cost $14.90 only. Don't know why I didn't get it yesterday. Here comes Eddie and head to Kinokuniya. Guess what!? I saw a book name Swede Illustrator and it's $74+. I want it so much. Gotta save some cash to get that book. Saw a lot of typography and I almost go crazy. Didn't spent much time there cos it's already closing. Chilled for a while and head home for pictures!

Alrights, before you scroll down, please hear me. Recently I don't feel good. Really don't feel good. I had been feeling down here and there. Sigh. I don't what should I say. Sigh.

Anyway, Oh dear Roger Lau, relationship is a two way thing. Just you to know, when you need someone to talk to, I'm here. If you need a good listening ear, I can. I'm just all ready to be there for you anytime, anywhere.

Remember I had photo shoot together with Sophia at Dempsey Road? Yeah! I got all the pictures already! I'll only post my best and favorite shoots. To see more, click here!

Moody Wednesday

2008-04-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

Joel and VERM was at my house to do work together. I tried to help Roger but my brain's dead. Due to insomnia on Monday. Chat on the phone with Joel till 2 am and off to bed.

Mr dumb dumb Joel, train hard in NS! I'll miss you! (:

IT Presentation was fast and simple. Feeling supper moody. Walked out of my school and I keep looking up to the sky. I feel happy when I see beautiful clouds. One day shall print out all my clouds collections!

No one's going Zouk AGAIN! Everyone's too tired.

I'm not looking forward for him to be back. Because..
I'm afraid to face him,
I don't have the courage to say,
I'm afraid to hurt him,
and and... AAHH!

Taking one step at one time is not a good thing too. No more delay, I wanna end it soon. Sigh.

Random, Insomnia Night

2008-04-07T15:03:00.000-07:00

Hello hello. It's 0603 AM now! Tomorrow school at 2 pm and I couldn't sleep, insomnia again! ):

I've a lot of fucking things in my mind. Fuck fuck fuck. I shall take one step at one time.

Tomorrow Roger's gonna be at my house. Together with Joel, Evelyn and Verse.

Grasshopper outside my house. Ohmy.

FOR YOU, FOR ME

2008-04-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

My shooting together with Sophia was damn great! Pictures will only upload on Tuesday.

"Sophia, I know you hate waiting for pictures but I'm so sorry that I've to make you wait till Tuesday."

Saturday went down school to help out Eileen for her film specialism projects. I'm the back scene photographer.

Had early dinner at Hong Kong Cafe again.

Went to arcade to get Stitch and Marie for dear Cat. Look how happy she is! Yeah, that because it's he first time that her friends catch it for her. Keep them safe yeah! (:

Quickly rush home for shower and cab down to Home Club with Joel first then here comes Sophia and Jenny. The night was sweet and fun.

Cab home, felt a little lonely looking out the window, the night was so silence and cold, thinking of you and i shed tears unknowingly.

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I felt stupid. I felt so so stupid to start this relationship in the first place where We don't know each other welll.
I thought begin together with you, I will love you. But till Friday, I realize that you don't have a place in my heart. And on Saturday night, after Joel and Sophia keep saying how stupid I am, I felt regretted to start this relationship.
I seriously have no idea what's on your mind and how you feel about me. I can't feel your love. I bet you don't feel any love from me too.

I always ignored you. I put you in my last list. I have never give a thoughts for you. Not a feeling in my chest and love for you, I didn't have any. I keep avoid and running away when people asked me what kind of GF am I.

I'm at the bar, you're in the house, thinking I was with my girlfriends, just not knowing truly. You are the good boy, I am the bad girl. What IF I ask for a break when you're back? I know you gonna breakdown but I don't wanna hurt you any longer. Tell me what should we do. Tell me how you feel about it.

Clouds and sky

Long Thursday

2008-04-03T11:24:00.000-07:00

NBCB! I'm supper angry when I walked into the kitchen! I found my brother sleeping soundly like one big pig leaving all his dishes at the basin. Woaluaeh~ it's not just one or two you know!

You tired, I not tired ah dey!?
You never study, I got study.
You never work, I got work.
You play, I never play.
You got one big fucking free time, I don't have ok!

You're not even crippled or sick. My goodness! Why are you like that? WHY!?! You make me so damn fucking disappointed. You make felt so useless. I hope that I'm blind.

Sorry mom. I forgotten yesterday was your birthday. I hope you'll understand. I had been busy with my school works, working part time and at the same time, I've to handle Alson. I know it's hard for you and I know you felt lonely. But I have too many things to do and too many things in my mind. Too many. Again, I felt guilty and useless.

Today school's good! After Bee Ling sit beside me giving me comments and ideas, I sit alone, worked supper hard and supper concentrate. That's very good man! :)

Stayed back in school due to heavy rain. Ordered Macdonald but they don't deliver to Lasalle-SIA. Inconvenience to eat KFC, so unglam. So order Seafood Supreme and a Garlic bread with Sophia. That's our lunch and dinner. Haha.

I took Evelyn's eeyor to clean my Macbook. And she goes "OOII!" loudly.

Happy 20th Birthday Evelyn! Keep yourself young! (:

Around 0730 or 0800 pm, Lasalle-SIA is having a Fashion Show. Totally WOOOWWW!!

(Credit to Joshua.) Yes, I'm drooling. Good looking, good figure and good skin. Aaawwwww~

Went back to basement one. And here comes the "Fashion Designer", Sophia Koo.

And her "model", Eileen Koh. You're so GORGEOUS! (Images highly edited by Sophia and Cat.)

We had fun together and look how happy Cat is! Haha.

What the.. "I'll help you to continue your word or sentences." What the fuck you're still in school? Yes so? We stayed school till 1130 before we miss our bus and train.

Tomorrow shooting! Really very excited. I'll make use of it and take a lot of beautiful pictures! Goodnight! (:

I just wanna say

2008-04-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

Recently, I feel so tired easily. Ideas and creativity has only 5% left. And I realize my brain function like a slow turtle. Ggrr! And I think that my artwork now is getting worst.

ANYWAY,

Friday will be a good Friday. Because..

I'm going out for shooting together with Sophia. Hooray!
Evelyn's 20th birthday celebration.
Chilling and drinking sessions with.. (not sure yet)

I gonna make myself supper relax and fun so that I can have my ideas and creativity boot up to 100%. Hoho.

Memories

2008-04-01T11:34:00.000-07:00

I skipped school, stay home doing my projects. Pretty sian using Illustrator the whole day. Read online journals and here I am blogging. I supper supper miss He and it's been ages since I saw him and hanging out with him. *recall all the memories*

Hell yeah! Phuture tomorrow night!

TEXT SEASONS!

2008-03-30T12:03:00.000-07:00

It's Typography season!

Seems like most of the people is working on Arial. Therefore, I'm working on Futura.

comments welcome.
more to update, more to edit and more to come! (:

Designers

2008-03-29T03:48:00.000-07:00

T-Day

2008-03-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

Went down Far East Plaza at evening time to get my tattoo. Thanks Tattoo Artist, Randy. I wasn't nervous at all. Feeling excited and can't wait to get it do soon. And we saw 5 little kittens at the car park. They were all so cute.

This' the outline.

And the final. Shading part was pretty painful. But after all, I'm able to bear with it. Finish about an hour plus.

I wanna step in Phuture with lovely people again.

no air

2008-03-27T09:12:00.000-07:00

Movie together with Eileen on Thursday. It's been long time since we go for movie, chill out, enjoy and catch up together. I so love The Orphanage. It's the best movie. Even their starting is great too. Love the way they create the effect. Pretty.

Both of us went to catch Stitch at PS Arcade for Sophia. Ha. It jumps up and down and I seriously can't wait to see her first reaction when she open the box. HAHA. SO freaking funny sial.

Anyway, today Li Ping gone mad. Looked for her at BHG Arcade after had Ice Monster with Sophia. And It's my very first time seeing her acting that way. No comment!

Random photography shots.

Today's

2008-03-24T09:51:00.000-07:00

I've some random photography to share with you guys.

Pretty neon lights!

Yup! Dinner at Genki Sushi with Gerald and Mom. Thanks Gerald begin so so thoughtful and so so ssooooo patient! He got fine for parking at the red lots. 28 bucks. Hoho. And I suggested to get a bite not long after my dinner. And so, satays and Teh Tarek at Changi (Loyang).

He hint me to get this photo print out so that he can prove to his friend that he has a girlfriend. Ha. Anyway, this is my second picture with Gerald.

2 Birthdays

2008-03-23T06:58:00.000-07:00

I'm doing my Typography while blogging. Multi task. Ha. I just can't wait to upload beautiful pictures that had taken on Saturday!

Let's start off with Friday. Went down town for heavy lunch and shopping. We discuss and had plans what to buy and what's our budget. Plan A and Plan B or maybe Plan C? Ha. In the end, we didn't really go according to our plans.

Cat wanted to get her a diary, bra and perfume.
And I, chocolate, cake and camera.

And so, as we shop and walk to and fore at Orchard, we get her something else from The Body Shop, eye leash from MAC, Mango cake from Patissier and Prestat Fine Chocolates.
We had real hard time looking for gifts!

Finally done with the gifts. Went down to 3 Charles and Keith outlets to get Cat's footwear. Cab home and start doing a 13 x 13 card.

Saturday! Woohoo~ HAPPY SWEET 20TH BIRTHDAY! I know it's already over.

I can reach her house early but due to someone keep crying and yelling at me, I forget about my dinner, leave house late and reach the location supper late. It's supper rush and fuck up at that moment. Ok, here's our beautiful pictures.

Had red wine throughout her place.

And then, this princess want each of everyone of us to pose "cut cake" with her.

My turn! I felt like it's my birthday too.

My face so fucking red. I'm not drunk nor tipsy. It's blood circulation.

Tell me if the chocolate taste good or bad.

Head down to Cine and their friend's house to chill before cab down to Club Yang. Jenny and Sophia keep fighting with pillow and I keep snapping Jenny's kuku face. Not gonna upload it here. Unless she's fine with it. Hoho.

And my very first time at Club Yang.

Got down to Drangonfly to drink (also my first time there) DJ look so funny. And the guys bought us to Upper Thomsan road for prata. Slept for an hour. Went to Tampines Mall to get my brother's cake. Yeah, it's his 15th Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALSON!

After everything's done, brother went out and I get some sleep. Like only 3 hours? Or maybe less than that. Alright, I shall get some sleep now.

Evil lecturer

2008-03-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

Pisssss offfff!!
Blacky M.A.R.Y. I'll take it as a learning process.

"Merilynn, I think you gonna hate me now." Sarcastic tune and smile.

Reaaallll Pisssss offfff!! I'LL AUTOMATIC TAKE MY OWN MEDICINE! STOP YELLING AND NAGGING AT ME. AND STOP FORCING ME. How do you expect me to do my art if i take my medicine!?! I never say I don't want to take medicine. I'll take when I'm going to bed. I WILL!

I don't feel like seeing you later.

No Plans tonight

2008-03-15T11:14:00.000-07:00

Oh sucks, I didn't managed to get my tattoo today! Cos I gotta work at 6 in the evening. Nothing much; no plans. Just went to Beach Road before off to work. Dinner together with Li Ping and Gerald. While we were deciding to go Phuture or not, I went home to bath and ended up, I stay home. Stay home to blog, stay home to do work and SLEEP! Yes, I'm still supper tired. Hoho. Good night!

Strong and firm

2008-03-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

I had not been resting well for days. I'm exhausted. I know not just me alone is exhausted. But due to what had happened last night, i had broke down once, twice, again and again. And due to your irresponsibility, I gave up on you and myself as well. I'm always a strong girl. Always. I never failed handling any situations. Never. Because of you, putting all your faults and troubles/problems on me, leaving me alone in the dark, struggling crazily, i lost my courage to be brave and face or handle the situation. I almost had depression. But, I preserver.

Girls, whoever has shown me their concern, be there for me, be my listening ear, I thank you all. Sophia's concern and her words she said has make me stay strong. "Should think of what to do next rather than I keep thinking back and it'll only hurts even more."
Eileen's and bessy's listening ear has make me never felt alone. Thank you all.

I need to play and give myself laughters and joy after all my work is done. Not just me alone. We all deserve something good.

Now I like to eat mui fan ever since Sophia introduce it to me. And I just had it for dinner. I keep sneezing non-stop from home to school. It wasn't raining today; fucking hot weather. Sick, yes, already sick.

Last Thursday, booked a room at Haji Lane to rush out our work together with Sophia till morning 5am, non-stop and from there, we just fall asleep with empty stomach. Shivering and sharing with just one thin blanket. Woke up at 1130am and quickly rush to school. Cab home and continue my work without resting. It's all worth it because some of my collage turns out quite good. I'll post it up soon.

Just one night, I broke down

2008-03-13T10:38:00.000-07:00

This night, I almost lose her. I broke down, shattered, emotional, physically and mentally tired. I've no more energy to stay strong and positive. I cried so-oh dear badly. My tears just can't stop flowing down. The images just keep lingering in my mind. Replay, replay and keep replaying. It hurts so bad just by thinking back. Stop thinking; think what I should do next Merilynn. I just need someone to talk to and to hear me. I just need to let it all out. I'm afraid I can't hang on there with the girls, seriously speaking.

And you this motherfucker creating all this mess for us and leaving me alone to clean up your shit! You're a jerk! You're an asshole! You go and come as and when you like. Who you think you are? One big king? Hello dude! Wake up and face the world. You're no longer a baby boy. You came back home without consoling me, finding out how's she doing and apologize! Home is not your hotel, my room is not your "gaming world" and whatever shit! Fuck Off from me!

It's so fucking

2008-03-12T12:09:00.000-07:00

Fucking tired,
fucking sad,
fucking hungry,
fucking no time,
fucking deadlines,
fucking projects,
fucking rush,
fucking run out of ideas,
fucking weak,
fucking art,
fucking trying my best,
and it's just so fucking!

Girls, let's hang on there TOGETHER! Jia you!

Tired

2008-03-12T06:00:00.000-07:00

Can’t even find my own shadows
They cower in blackness.
Everything is cold… open windows
Open mind won’t stop.

Days are hard to live
And nights are hard to keep;
All the things inside cry
But I just can’t seem to weep.
All I want is to close my eyes
But I just can’t seem to sleep

I love night life

2008-03-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

Helllooooo ~

I so love my weekends! Three days in a row with Gerald.

Start off with my Friday night. Waited for him to book out at almost 10 plus, 11. Dim Sum at Geylang and off to town. Wanted to go drink but I forgotten to bring out my IC. Sian. So went to chilled at Houngang's Macdonal.

Gerald's Cappuccino

Hot Chocolate

Saturday is supper tiring. Cos it was my first day work at Downtown together with Li Ping. Stand the whole hot day, collecting tickets and taking care of kids. Tired but it was pretty fun. Cos the kids all so cute and adorable!

To my surprise, Gerald came early to fetch me home for shower and head down to Zouk at about 11pm plus. Free entry but Phuture full house. Sadded. Saw Channel and Lyn before went down to Clark Quay look for Sophia and Jenny. Funny sial, I walked in front of them (supper in front and close), they didn't see me sial. We walked endlessly and meaninglessly from Clark Quay to Boat Quay.

I wanted to get in B O S Club cos I heard nice RNB. Mostly the people there is malay. End up, I had fried hor fun with egg. Pretty yummy. Cab back to Zouk again. One of us (Gerald or either me) can get in Phuture. But still, thanks to Gerald's friend help us try to get in Phuture. You still own us a drink dude! Haha! A jar of Long Island Tea make me go tipsy and I shuffled happily. Run up to Phuture at 3am sharp. Nice songs and supper little people at dance floor, best sial! 4am, back to Zouk to shuffle, shuffle.

Channel, enjoy your vacation! Relax yourself and be a cheerful girl when you're back! I'll miss you! Especially when I can't get to see you in school anymore!

Cab down to Clark Quay to get bike and head home. Guess what people? I actually really fall asleep and really almost fall back from bike in the middle of the road. I open my eye and back to sleep. Haha. The wind was so nice and I just want to sleep. Wanted to call Gerald but he's riding. Called Sophia when I'm going to vomit. First time puked like a Merlion. At that time, I really really feel like crying man. Hugged my pillow tightly, hang up the phone and good night.

Girl, I really appreciate you for companying me over the phone when I felt real so scare to puke alone. ILoveYou! :):)

Sunday. Went Expo with brother in the morning before I go town and my brother go party.

Played photo hunt, chilled at MOS Burger, talked and plan to get a tattoo for myself and watched Step Up 2. It's great!

He bought me to Lavender area for dinner and get my own helmet. So happy. THANKS DUDE! :D :)

I gonna get tattoo next weekend. I always never get ready to tattoo. Cos I'm afraid of pain. I hope I will not change my mind. Hoho. Waolaueh, I'm so fucking lazy to do work sial. It's like one whole stack untouch sial. I can never get enough to play and more night life!

Rainbow

2008-03-06T08:00:00.000-08:00

I'm really supper crazily in love with Rainbow by Jay Chou. I'm learning to sing Rainbow and memorize the lyrics. And I really had a hard time looking at the chinese words.

哪里有彩虹告诉我
na li you cai hong gao su wo

能不能把我的愿望还给我
neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo

为什么天这么安静
wei shen me tian zhe me an jing

所有云都跑到我这里
suo you yun dou pao dao wo zhe li

有没有口罩一个给我
you mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo

释怀说了太多就成真不了
shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao

也许时间是一种解药
ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao

也是我现在正服下的毒药
ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao

**看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao

你的身影这么近我却抱不到
ni de shen ying zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao

没有地球太阳还是会绕
mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao

没有理由我也能自己走
mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou

你要离开我知道很简单
ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan

你说依赖是我们的阻碍
ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zhu ai

就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
jiu suan fang kai na neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai

当作我最后才明白
dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai

(repeat *)

Oh how great!

2008-03-05T02:07:00.000-08:00

I seriously hate taking bus especially long journey. For example, my school, Lasalle to Bedok. Alright, I actually took bus 32 together with Li Ping till Tampinese, which stop directly at her house. And as for me, I got to take another bus 69, probably like 6 stops. After that, I still need to walk long distance. On the other hand, it was raining earlier on. I walked in the rain! Fuck! And I'm sick now. As well as Li Ping. *feeling cold, shivering.*

I was quite pissed off because i was walking under the rain and no one pick up my calls. I hate rain. Took hot shower and thought I'll feel fresher. But, I keep sneezing like hell! REAL HELL! I'm afraid I might not be able to sleep at night if I take a nap. So i skip my beauty nap.

I had insomnia last night! I slept at 4, 5am. Due to unnecessary noise coming from 9th floor (CB sial) and snoring sound from my brother sleeping above me. Woke up at 0745 am! Look how terrible!? I feel hungry easily now. Why sia!? I feel so frustrated, REAL frustrated! Too frustrated to do any work now.

I'm excited and looking forward to do work together with Sophia and Li Ping. I don't know why so excited. *haywire me*

One last thing, I don't log in to Facebook now. I'M BORED OF IT!

Bitches

2008-03-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

VERM, it's been 97343425213784 years since we meet up! And it's been 2345239086345756898936845668 years since you guys tag my board!

Family feeling again

2008-03-01T00:59:00.000-08:00

H A P P Y !

It's been ages since I go out with mom and mom's boyfriend, Mr Frankie. He bought us to Rangoon Road for Bak Ku Teh. Yummy, the best Bak Ku Teh I ever had!

I was too focusing on my food, totally forgotten about pictures. Anyway, It was supper filling and I actually showed my thumbs up after I finish everything.

Next station, we went to National Library. Did a little bit of research and off to Bugis Junction. Uncle Frankie bought me two scoops of ice cream and as well as my mom, three scoops! Dark chocolate and hazelnut. Best!

After that, I suggest to get a new phone. And he agree to get me one. Woohoo~ He's a Mr nice guy just only for yesterday. Haha.

I didn't tag along with Gerald to Malaysia. Because I was lazy and I was like.. kind of afraid that he'll kidnap me? Or I won't be able to go back Singapore. I know my imaginations is too over.

I guess next week, I'm going over to Batam. Can't wait. I need a SLR camera! Alright, I gonna go shopping with my mom now. Woohoo~

Here's my little brother disturbing the whole night after I came back from shopping. I receive flying kisses from him non-stop. -_-" I guess that's how he make girls go crazy over him. Haha. He said I look like a mosquitoes with this sunglass on. Oh hey, you look so gay with mom's sunglass on too!

Recently I have this habit listening to Chinese songs. I used to quite dislike Chinese songs because I think they're so cina. Except for Jay Chou!
*edited*

Stop.

2008-02-28T10:18:00.000-08:00

To whom it may concern. Please don't sms-ing me all day long. You'll make me suffer. You'll make me love you less. I promise you'll see me soon.

It's all about Yesterday

2008-02-27T23:40:00.000-08:00

I'm supposed to do my essay now but I'm blogging. Nothing can keep me away from blogging. I'll quickly finish blogging and off to my thousand words essay, Art Nouveau, Siegfried Bing.

I met up with Li Ping at about 1pm to Bugis. Get my final Typography print out. Had Dim Sum inside Sunshine Plaza. It was quite full house and we thought the food will be good. So we ordered 4 kind of Dim Sum and Wala Wala Porridge. Never heard of what Wala Wala Porridge right? It's cooked with 3 different kind of fish (cuttle fish, fishcake and sliced fish) and century eggs. Guess what? It turns out bad. Not just the porridge. Even the Dim Sum is not up to our standard. BOOOOOO!!!

Head down to Vivo to check out slippers. Still no size 4, idiot. Went in to "so-call" Apple shop. We were super attracted to the Promotions. Macbook and Macbook Pro. Went in to check it out and idiot Li Ping is gonna get the Macbook or Macbook Pro. She still deciding.

Mr nice guy help to me update my software as I always had a problem updating it. I even confirm with him if there's a patch of dead pixel on the screen. He goes "Wow! Really got a lot of dead pixel. Time to get a Macbook Pro."

*Considering to get a Macbook Pro.* BUT who cares if there's a dead pixel on the screen? As long I still can produce good art work then that's fine. It's all about your skills anyway. Not Macbook. Agree?

Head down to Cine to check out my slippers again. Size 4 is out of stock every where! I gave up and made a reserve. Anyway, I supper hate Cine's Apple store. The people there so guai lan! Super guai lan and their attitude sucks. I'll never step in there again.

We plan to stroll around at Hereen to kill the time. In the end, I bought 2 slippers from Four Skin and a tee. I guess Li Ping loves my feet or she's jealous I have a small feet. She keep laughing and telling me "omg, you wear so cute lah! haha." whenever I try their slippers. I bet she's gonna keep looking, laughing and telling others about my feet if I wear slipper to school.

After I'm done with my shopping, went home for dinner, change and meet up with Sophia and her friends, Jenny, ZiLing and Stella at Zouk. Around 1015, I receive a text from Sophia said Phuture full house. So early and supper dupper crowded lah.

Audrey and Ethan was waiting for me outside Zouk's entrance. Thanks Ethan for helping to get in entrance fast. And I got quite offended by what Audrey said "why today you dress like so mat?" Mat means like malay kind. Where got sial, my new cute tee, Esprit scarf, my favorite tight and silver shoe. Whatever, I happy can already.

Went to smoking area to look for them. I said "hello!" loudly and happily! Sat at the toilet taking pictures and thinking of a way to get in Phuture.

We almost got bored. All the face like so down. Because no RNB! The girls managed to put their bags at Phuture bag counter and then sneak in to Phuture. Fuck the bouncer. He check me and Sophia's stamp. We failed the mission and decide to fill our stomach with Mutabak! Left me and Sophia at Zouk for a moment. All of us, 6 girls actually rock hard on the dance floor with DJ blasting Mamboos.

Sophia keep dropping her phone. Cracks and gone case!

We went crazy. Shouting, singing, dancing, hands up, pushing and disturb people. It's hard to describe how FUN it was. I only know me and my little actions and the way I sing (I sung my highest tune where it's supposed to be low tune) made them laugh!

0300am, Sophia and I run up to Phuture dance floor! I got turn off by a guy keep getting close to me. He wants to dance with me because he's almost same height as me. He's not skinny but fat! He though he alone can make me high and dance along with him. Next time try harder.

0400am, please don't stop the music music~
0410am, took same cab home with dear Sophia.

Taxi driver had a conversation with me after Sophia dropped off.

He: why don't you and your friend take a different cab?
Me: don't know leh. just want to go home together.
He: both of you love each other so much ah? stay so far but the heart like so close.

Me: oh ok, hmm.. yah. zzzz -_-"
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.
.
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He: you chinese, malay or baba?
Me: baba.
He: waw, baba ah you. at first i thought you're not from local.
Me: ha. ok.
He: baba people very guai lan.
Me: errr....
He: yah. they very guai lan and attitude. they must win, cannot lose. must have good food. they must be on top of others.

He goes on and on and on.

I still can't get enough of Phuture. Even when I walk up to my house, calling Sophia, I keep smiling all the way till my mom asked "why are you so happy?" "Mom, I had a great night with my friends. I had so much fun! Next time I bring you along!"

Girls, club again ok! Alright, I need to start my essay.

The Final Outcome!

2008-02-26T08:11:00.000-08:00

Hello people, here's my final digital manipulated typography!

Software used: Illustrator.
Duration: A day.
Font used: Arial Black.
Texture: Snap by me.

Full view is required!

Tell me your opinions and your feedback at the tag board.

Deliverance Of Ideas' Artwork

2008-02-25T07:51:00.000-08:00

Finally I'm done with my Typography and these are my favorites. Final digital art piece, here I come!

You might think I'm crazy! But I just love doing it!

I guess this is the best Typography of all. I love it and I plan to use this for my final digital typography. So looking forward!

Here's the digital I did last night before I go to bed. I like to put a Smile on people's face. So I came out with this poem. (the image is pretty big. takes time to load.)

Smile, Everyone Needs A Smile.

Smiling is infectious,

you catch it like the flu,

When someone smiled at me today,

I started smiling too.

I passed around the corner

and someone saw my grin

When he smiled I realized

I'd passed it on to him.

I thought about that smile

then I realized its worth,

A single smile, just like mine

could travel round the earth.

So, if you feel a smile begin,

don't leave it undetected

Let's start an epidemic quick,

and get the world infected!

Everyone needs a smile!

I'm so eager to watch this movie. A date to remember, February 29. Who wanna watch this show with me?

His 21st Birthday

2008-02-24T09:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY GERALD LIN!

He came to my house and pick me up. And also to meet my mom. My very first time which I actually introduce guy friend to my mom. Lucky you! Because my mom said that she quite like you and would like you to come my house often for dinner.

Don't get happy too soon. Like I said before, I don't like commitment and I'm not ready for it. And what I hate most is begin tied up. Baby, you gotta understand because I'm too used to it for begin single and carefree. Give me some time ok.

Went town to hunt for my slippers.

Me: Excuse me, do you have size 4 for this slipper?
Guy: Er.. sorry, we don't have anymore size 4.
Me: Huh? Why I so hard to buy slippers want? What about other colors or designs?
Guy: Erm, *went to the corner* we only have size 4 for this slots here. (only have 4 designs for me to choose.)
Me: Hmm.. *sad* ok, thanks. And I give up looking asking for my size 4 slippers.

Walked over to PS for movie.

Yes, CJ7. I always wanted to watch this show. Finally! It was great. Had Rochor bean curd behind my school. Don't know why suddenly somehow recall back the past which I shouldn't. Ah whatever, he's out of my mind already! Baby knows I like rounding. And he actually brought me all the way to Kent Ridge Park, some where near Vivo.

Went there to chill and I took some photos to keep me away from bored-ness.

When we were about to leave the park, we heard ah beng's techno coming towards us. I thought they were youngsters ah bengs and ah lians. I was wrong. Look at the pictures below.

Oh WTF right!? These people totally spoiled the atmosphere! I didn't want to stay there long because I know that my body will auto move with the techno beat soon. And I saw Gerald already moving with the techno beats. I hate it and I just want to get out of that place soon!

I felt so tired after had supper at Simpang Bedok. He wanted to go East Coast but I was too tired. Send me to my house door and he whispered I Love You just beside my ear. I felt so sensitive and quickly shooed him away.

Hope you enjoy the day with me boy. My mind keep thinking of Phuture. Eileen, Sophia, Phuture this Wednesday?

To the Window

2008-02-23T13:30:00.000-08:00

Good Morning! It's 0534 am. I can't sleep for time begin because I just showered. So decided to sleep after blog.

For Sophia: "I don't know what to say to you when we were sitting at the road side. I'm afraid I might say wrong things. I'm not good in words. But I was listening to you and I'll be there if you need me. Love ya!"

I went to sucky MOS with Sophia and Eileen. NOT HAPPENING AT ALL! I'm referring to the music that DJ blast. Company was great, fun and lovely. Walk one round at Clark Quay as the time is still early. And Sophia went crazy. All the nasty words she said. Sat outside the road to chill before get down to the dance floor.

Had Tequila Shot and Tequila Pop. RNB was so-so. Not high enough. But Trance was supper nice! I already got super excited when I heard Trance while I was in the toilet. DJ blast my favorite trance and I actually shuffle. *shuffle shuffle*

When we were about to send Sophia off, a guy taped me from back. I turned and look, wondering, "do I know you?" Eileen remembered he's the Subway guy. I go crazy and I went to Trance with him. He said he'll be back but Eileen got bored over Trance so we went over to RNB.

Waited for Gerald to come over MOS to pick me up. I had no clue it's his 21st birthday today! Until Eileen interviewed him non-stop. I felt so upset that I didn't go over to Phuture with him.

Anyway baby, it's nice of you to pick me up and send me home. I like the way you talk, so gentle. I like your eyes and eye lashes. And I think I like you even more!

I just love to blog

2008-02-22T04:50:00.000-08:00

Wednesday entry. Drawing lesson in the morning 9am. I took lots of Sophia's kuku face on Tuesday and I had been trying to take Li Ping's kuku face. Haha.

"can you sit still!?"

Look what she's reading? Magazine!

Our kind lecturer, Mr Urich.

That's dye.

The end of Wednesday.

Friday entry. "Drawing" at Amiley Hill.

I was facing this tree and saw lots of little squirrels running here and there.

It was great because I enjoy watching the little squirrels chasing one another. And the wind could almost put me to sleep. As usual, had Subway with lovely girls.

Woohoo! Tomorrow is gonna be a fun day! Getting new phone, date and clubbing! *excited*

Gerald Lin Jie Long had been messaging me and never fail to wish me "good morning." I don't know why or what's the reason, his good morning text always make me happy in my heart. And before I start my dinner early on, i received a text from him saying, "I like your voice and your funky attitude."

I think I like you too.

My "Great" Monday

2008-02-20T04:03:00.000-08:00

Dear Monday,
I unremembered there's no morning class.
Woke up and had a warm shower with my eyes closed.
Dragged my small feet to go school together with Li Ping.
"Hey, where's class?"
"Oh my goodness! IT class shifted to Tuesday!"
"GggRrrr! Oh fuck!"

To make ourself happy,
we ordered Big Breakfast.
Coffee and Ice Milo to keep us awake.
But still,
we never stop complaining TIRED!

Toy Section at Metro and BHG made us Smile widely.
We play like how small kid does.
Hugged Barney, excited over small little collections, soft toys and Hello Kitties.

We bought this Hello Kitty bubble for our dear Sophia.

Merilynn Loves Barney.

"Eh Merilynn, you wanna call Sophia and the rest if they reach school already?"
"Ok!" Open bag and search for phone. *searching. panic.*
"Eh Li Ping, I lost my phone."
"HUH! Really ah!? Search again!" *more panic than me*
Called my phone, still on, still ringing.
We to and fore Bugis Junction and Street.
Almost 1pm, I give up looking. Queued at M1 to canceled off my line.
Mom called to Li Ping's phone and said "hey girl, your phone is at Bugis Street's Macdonal. Go there and look for the manager."
"Oh really?! But I want to get a new phone."
"Yeah, sure. It's time to change a new phone. We'll get it on Saturday."
Lucky me, I got back my phone.
Can you imagine how careless I can be? Leaving my belongings like nobody business.
Friends, help me to look out for my belonging next time yeah.

After IS, had Bak Ku Teh around school area.
3pm. Still chit chatting and we were quite reluctant to go 3D class.
Sneak in the class, pretending to do work.
All along, we were taking pictures, playing and joking here and there.

This picture is nicely taken by Sophia.

We're a worm in class and transform to dragon after class.

Gangsters.

New invention scarf. (:

I love to see my friends. I love to be with them. I love to play with them. They're all so fun and lovely people. And I always have the habit to recall our happy times when I'm alone heading home. They make me even more cheerful me. (:

I'm Happy Now

2008-02-19T08:34:00.000-08:00

Hello readers, I'm know my past few post is super upset but I'm fine now. Thanks my friends for your concern! You'll see me back to cheerful, hyper and naughty me! Muhaha!

Anyway, Happy Belated Birthday to dear Li Ping! Blanja (treat) her food at Swensen. Super filling and yummy!

"Don't take picture of me, I'm shy!" *blushing*

"Where's my Banana Ice Cream Hot Plate!?! So longggg! They don't know which banana to choose lah!" ahem!

"It's here! Take picture take picture!"

"Eh LiPing, you take picture together with the Desert leh." Pretend it's her birthday cake and the fork is the knife. Ha. Creative right?! At least, I've the heart to get her such a nice desert! (:

After the "celebration", head down library to do research on stupid 3D project and photocopied a stack of drawing research. Hardworking ah? Oh yeah, once in a life time!

I've alot of funny pictures to post and I can't stop laughing at the pictures! I'm feeling sleepy and it's already 0102 am. Sleeping beauty time! I'll post the funny pictures soon and Good Night yo! (:

HELPLESS

2008-02-15T06:34:00.000-08:00

I miss you sleeping on top of my bed.
I miss you teaching me to shuffle.
I miss your ugly face.
I miss you disturbing me and making fun of me.
I miss your loud voice.
I miss you taking my phone blasting songs.
I miss you singing with me during bed time.
I miss you rapping Big Shit Popping.
I miss you talking to me.
I miss your stupid attitude.
I miss you taking photos with me.
I miss you going out with me.
I miss you eating ice cream with me.
I miss you for begin so sweet to me.
I miss your messages.
I miss your comment on my dressings.
I miss you for fetching me home safely.
I want to style your hair again.
I.. I JUST MISS YOU AND YOUR PRESENCE!

I don't know what to do. All I can do is to wait. But I can't wait any longer. I'm feeling so fucking helpless and upset. So helpless till I can really breakdown and cry! I can't shed tears at home. I've to hold back. I want to help you. I want you to know I care for you. I want you to know I'm here for you. Don't avoid me anymore. All I wish is a message or call from you.

I dotes myself more on valentine's day

2008-02-14T09:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Ahlalalong, ahlalalong, ahlalalalalongggg!!! Had movie with dear Eileen. That's how I spent my valentine's day. Had never Never spent a valentine's day with a guy that I like before or a guy to date me out. Seriously.

Every where I go is couple holding hand, rose, chocolate, teddy bear and love floating around in the air. So common and no creativity. Rose will just die in two three days, chocolate could only just make you feel sweet and happy for a moment and sooner or later, the "I Love You" teddy bear will be left aside.

Anyway, enough of valentine's thingy. Eileen bought me a Jay Chou VCD. Woohoo!!! Thank You Eileen Koh! Walk and shop in The Body Shop. Simply just love their lotions. I wish I can have them ALL! Haha.

Yesterday, ladies night with Eileen, Sophia and two of her friends. Woohoo! So nice to met my primary school friend, Wendy. Had Vodka, Tequila Pop and shared Lambogini with Eileen. First time I feel so good. Just a bit tipsy at the dance floor. No vomiting, no hangover and no headache. Coincident, Gerald saw me the moment I step into the dance floor.

We girls point our middle fingers at a group of guy when the music goes... I wanna fuck you, fuck you. Ohmy! So fun and funny sial.

Gerald send me and Sophia's friend out to get a cab. And my VERY first time took cab until 45 bucks. Kim Seng - Yishun - Bedok. Taxi driver said I travel around in Singapore. And I had a super nice sleep.

I'm missing my brother and feeling hungry now. I wonder where is he now and if he had a good sleep. I know you will kpo at my blog so I want you to know that.. I'm trying to help you but you didn't want to pick up my call or reply my text. You're such an asshole! You're so coward! Man face their mistakes bravely and repent. But you!? You make things big! I felt so helpless.

I see you as a man. I believe you're mature enough to think. But tonight, I'm wrong. Seriously, I don't know what you want and what's on your mind.

So many things to catch up

2008-02-11T07:44:00.000-08:00

Today is Monday ~~blue~~
Hello school
Hello my lovely friends
Hello Subway
Hello Mr Subway
Hello Art Friend.

Whole day out and transportations!

2008-02-10T04:06:00.000-08:00

Yes, whole day out whole day traveling. Tired.

Cab down to Bugis with mom and brother in the morning,
MRT to Ikea Tampines and cab down to Tamp St 23, Channel's house.
Again, cab to Punggol together with Leslie and gf.
Took LRT to Punggol Station.
And super long trip by bus to Woodlands.
Waited for Eileen's mom and sis for an hour,
Free ride cab down to Geylang for Frog Leg Porridge, DELICIOUS!

To Parkway Parade for while and to Tampines by cab again.
Movie starts at 1am.
While waiting,we had car racing, chit chats, laughters, fries and ice tea at macdonal for 2 hours and here we come Sweeney Todd! Lovely show.

Bring me back the old mini!

2008-02-05T10:33:00.000-08:00

Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've give you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
... ... ...

I don't wanna continue my dreams, my imaginations and continue hopping. I wanna let it go, I wanna put a full stop, I don't wanna take things granted, I just wanna remember and treasure.

I miss myself in ITE days. Where I could sit in front of my screen, 24 hours Photoshop and Illustrations. Now I start to admire myself that I could just create new arts daily. Beautiful art work from DeviantArt dot com could just so easily inspired me. But now, no matter how many times I surf, I flip, I look, I touch, I imagine couldn't inspired me. Where has all my creativity gone to?

My dear V ~~ERM~~, you ever told me once that you're tired of designs and finally I know why.

Monday Blue

2008-02-04T10:06:00.001-08:00

What a sad day. Ssaaddedd! Mom's boyfriend bought us out and ended up like a piece of shit. He's so so so not not NOT gentleman at all. Talked on his stupid phone, leaving my mom aside. Mom got upset and said, "anything for dinner." I got super ~~upset~~ angry when he said " ok lor! go down stair (my house coffee shop) da boa!" Automatically, my third finger point up right at his back.

WTF!? He wants to bring us out for shopping and dinner and he spoil our mood, his plan and everything! How great can that be uh!

New year is boring. Yes, no happening, no visitations, no reunion dinner and no new cloths. Nothing. Looking people and friends around me, all so looking forward for CNY, all so happening and blah blah.. That's the moment where I start to felt lonely...

Dream of someone and I can't help thinking about her and the dream. The dream is like.. so real! I've so many, so many, so many things to share with her. And the dream is like.. I say out all my so many, so many, so many things to her. I don't know how I should say it. IT'S JUST SO REAL!

I couldn't reach her at all (as if like she's not longer exists). I had been looking and trying to contact you for ~~days~~, ~~months~~, years already! Kakak syg, I still hopping to see you, receive texts from you again!

To whoever whoever

2008-01-31T08:02:00.000-08:00

CB FAT SLUT! KAU MCM GEMOK BABI SIAL!

WEDNESDAY NIGHT

2008-01-31T07:02:00.000-08:00

Head down to MOS with dear JL, girlfriend and friends. Pretty fun, not boring at all. Open table, had Tequila Shot and Chivas mixer all the way. When over to Trance after JL left. Dance anyhow with JL's friend, Audrey and I supper enjoy.

Us in the toilet twisting. I love you dear friend!

I still prefer Phuture and Zouk rather than MOS. And I miss clubbing with Eileen Koh!

Passion

2008-01-30T22:53:00.000-08:00

I rock and roll with passion,
I talk out my soul with a passion.

I eat good food with passion,
I sleep well with passion.

I dream endlessly with passion,
I listen carefully with passion.

I talk and play with a passion,
I laugh out with passion.

I walk everyday with passion,
I embrace life with passion.

I face nightlife with a passion,
I take weekends with a passion.

I make friends with passion,
I social with passion.

I snap pictures with a passion,
I gear up my goals with passion.

I stir up roles with a passion,
I love myself with passion.

I take from above with passion.

From these are things I caption,
In life with all my passion!

Bodoh Sial

2008-01-26T09:53:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was knn, nb, cb sial. Wasted time and money. Bodoh sial. Should have follow my heart for not turning up. LOUSY NIGHT!!!!!!

It's Friday!

2008-01-25T09:18:00.000-08:00

My eye got itchy and turn red as I saw something disgusting and gross! Windy wind blew and her mini ugly skirt flipped up as she run to catch up her mates. Me, sitting at the stairs and I go ohmy! Ohmygod! Eeewwww! Her big black fat butt and white pantie made my right eye gone red.

Feeling blue, mood swing and attitude. Till I see JL in the late evening, then I start to smile, laugh, play, disturb and twisting. I bought book again at Page One. Everyday Matters.

Addicted to the song, Bleeding Love.

Babes, let's shuffle at Smile Event tomorrow.

Ocean Deep

2008-01-21T04:36:00.000-08:00

Oh my! I saw Feroz when I'm on my way to Art Friend. Feroz is my ex-boyfriend. He changed a lot. I don't know why I had this feeling of "i want to ask for his number!" when he's talking to me. But I was thinking like.. since he didn't ask for my contact then why should I. Alone in the crowded train, slowly, I start to recall our past. Very suddenly, this feeling, "i wanna date him" came.

Recently or maybe after the Sentosa trip, I keep wanting to go out play and clubbing. It's been some time since I step in Phuture and kind of missing it. 3D sucks, project sucks, school sucks, lecturers sucks, HE sucks. I hope you're not making used of me. I can't help if you don't even border to do it. Instead, you care and border so much about her.

So lazy and so tired.

203 photos that filled with love

2008-01-19T05:10:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was 18th January ~~2007~~ 2008 (18012008), Friday. As usual, drawing class in the morning from 9am till 12pm. I and Jing Ling didn't have the mood to draw. Five of us just can't wait till the clock strike to 12. We pack our stuffs in few seconds and off we go!

Oh beautiful Sentosa, here we come! All of us was super happy, excited and so looking forward.

Thanks Jing Ling for helping us to keep our drawing paper and board at her girlfriend's house. She took train to Boon Keng and while we were waiting for train to Harbofront, Sophia and I tried to dance trance in the MRT platform. Yes, we want to learn trance steps and dance at the dance floor one day! (:

Walk around taking photos and shop for sushi, drinks and snacks at Cold Storage to kill our time waiting.

Pictures speak louder than words!

Saw a huge white space and we girls automatically photos, fotos, pictures, CAMERA!

I super love this picture of me. Haha!

AND FINALLY! HERE COMES OUR DEAR JING LING!

We were talking about Macbook and Sophia ask me to pose "Macbook is the best!"

Sophia said "so slow sia." wheh she's trying to capture the train. Ha!

So excited can!

Finally I can reach the handle! Ha!

I remember this! Sophia ask us to pose washing hand because she like the basin. We love the washroom.

i love you.

Hello Siloso Beach!

Hunting for a hut.

Our shelter!

Hey Janice!

Janice's mango pudding is simply great! We love it! :)

You two look like gangster can!

Sky ride can only sit up to 4 people and we have odd numbers (5 of us). So we'll need to seperate into 3 and 2. I super scare of heights! Sophia was so looking-forward to to sit the sky ride and said she wanna ride with me. In the end, she scream and cover her eye with the brochure. Lucky I ride with Jing Ling and Janice. I started to panic and scare when it goes up. Grab their arms, cover my face with my bag and I started to shiver when the wind blows. I wonder how if Sophia and I ride together.

Her desire for green tea!

This image is 80% perfect. With Eileen, it'll be 100% perfect. Whatever it is, I love it a lot because.. we look so united. And our twist sign. Ha!

While we were waiting for the show to start, we 3G Eileen. Eileen, you miss the fun and food! We'll go again some day again, no worries dear! (:

This image is super blur but I like it. It's like... so hard to say it out. Just by feelings.

Finally! Finally I manage to post all the pictures here! There's still more at Janice's camera! I spent one whole day editing and blogging. It's worth it because when I look at the 203 pictures, I just recall every single moment. And it just brighten up my day. (:

Well, I feel so comfortable together with every one of you and I love each an every one! (:

Food Play Photo Shoot

2008-01-18T08:47:00.000-08:00

Woohoo! Finally I get my photos from Izat, The Photographer. This was taken at Angie's Studio, Food Play Photo shoot. You guys made me pretty for that moment! Thanks to Izat and Angie.

WooHoo~

2008-01-16T07:14:00.000-08:00

Today's drawing was pretty fun. Because we saw Urich's photo on our table and naughty us, especially Sophia, started to draw on his no-eye photo.

Funny right?! HAHA!

Begin cheeky here. The photo is with Eileen. She's gonna frame it with a sexy red border, place it some where near her bed so that she could make herself happy by saying Good Night Handsome every night. Or maybe she would place it on her heart, close her eye and a sweetly good night. Ha! Oh Eileen, oh Eileen~

Princess, Sophia was a ~~little bit~~ super duper crazy today and poor Eileen got bullied. Jing Ling stay cool through out the drawing lesson.

A contour face drawing on a photo.

Had Mango desert at Ice Monster. Mangoes always give me a feeling that it's sour and I never like to eat any desert that got to do with mango. I had it today and it was super good and chilling! Now I know why Roger likes it!

Past two days, I bought a book from Kinokuniya. It brighten up my day when I read it. The short story and cute drawings made me smile like a small kid.

I super love this short story! It lingers in my mind for days.

Nice right peeps!? I got home pretty early and slept for four and a half hours.

Reference for JL. That's how it's goes till the final. :)

Did three simple sketch last Friday.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY! TO SENTOSA, TO PICNIC, TO PLAY, TO CHILL & TO BE CRAZY!

Night Out

2008-01-12T22:11:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Rachel's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOMEN! I did a last minute birthday card and it was a last minute inspirations and idea.

This' the typography I did for her. I framed it with a red color frame. It looks pretty good and I love it a lot!

*Click to enlarge for those little words.*

They had dinner at Newton Food Center. Remind me of Eileen's birthday. After their dinner and chit chats, they head down to Orchard and I head down to Zouk.

I'm happy to see Li Jun (Her face has less pimple. Guess you sleep all day!),
Rachel (still so talkative. She's getting more mature in thinking),
Verse (oh dear! You getting noisier and noisier, louder and louder can!) and
Eve (still the same. That because I always see you in school. And stop laughing at my shadow!)

I saw Ben at Zouk! Company was just alright but not as fun as my classmate girls. The music all super nice for the whole night. RNB and Regga. The moment I step in the dance floor, I had this feeling that Chanel will be somewhere at the dance floor. How real! Turn my head and saw Chanel and her friend at the dance floor. I was quite happy. Went over talk and dance with them. Keep bumping them here and there. Ha!

First time at Zouk, I was supper quite, didn't exchange my coupon and had so little drinks! Wahlau, like so sian can. Join Corene and friends to Wine Bar for drink. Had Lychee and don't know what drink. Very little alcohol. Play the number game with the guys and Corene. You lost you drink. Ha! Had prata for supper and I saw Joel and his girl at Sembang Bedok.

Upload photos when I receive them.

Oh well.. Shall do my work now.......

Oh Dear Weather

2008-01-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

During the long hours of break, Sophia and I slept in the sun and then rain at the grass patch. The weather damn sucks can. Rain, sun, rain, sun. Make me fall sick and weak.

Gone Case

2008-01-06T00:51:00.000-08:00

To the Zouk last night with my truly best friend, Sandy Tan Si Hui, Yee Lin and their boy friend. I got myself super drunk and I've no idea what I do on the dance floor last night. Girlfriends pulled me away from a guy (friend's friend) and I keep hahaha all the way to our table.

Stuffs lemons into my mouth to make me awake. I struggled and broke a glass. I held a girl's hand to save me. I swing a girl's hair to say hello to her. I look at people as if I know them. I introduce myself in the toilet. Wishing everyone happy new year.

I didn't even realized I dropped my cash. 50, 50, 10 , 10, 2 and 2 dollars. A guy even point his fingers and laugh at me. Funny meh? -_-" Raymond got drunk too. He laugh at me for eating a huge fat sausage. Sandy finished up my mash potato. never eat at Zouk. Because mash potato with a sausage cost 5 bucks and a hot peppermint tea cost 3 bucks. So fucking expensive can!

After my expensive supper, all went out to smoke and Raymond fall asleep. Supper again at 85 market, send me home and I went into my dream land. Didn't even realized my phone was with Sandy's boyfriend. Ha!

Tomorrow school! I'm happy for school. But then again, i'm still in holiday mood. Work not even done a single thing yet. Wooohooo!

Hello VERM

2008-01-03T22:52:00.000-08:00

Verse's Han a.k.a. Kotong, Reiyu's blog has rotten for 2 weeks and 3 days. Please update moron! That's because I enjoy reading your post. No. Reading your post is already part of my life. I'm already used to it by clicking your link daily.

And VERM, I miss all of you. Shall we gather soon?

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I might just burst soon!

Very Happy

2008-01-03T00:01:00.000-08:00

I was late cos something cop up and "Someone" wants to slap me. Wooooo~
Back up! Back up!

Na bei ah, fuck her lah, wtf &%^&*716#$%^&*
Eh, i not scolding you, really not scolding you.
You don't get angry leh.
So fake.

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I love yesterday. Meet up with Eileen to shop and eat and we head down to Phuture. First drink had vodka lime and second drink was Flaming Lambogine and here comes Jing Ling's gang. Her girlfriend, her friends and her colleges all come. So many people. And here comes ROEGER and Cheryl. Then later part, Sophia reached Zouk. Didn't like it and she went off. Sad. I miss you.

Chill at Zouk with Jing Ling's gang. Talk shout play laugh beat kiss hug. I was super super noisy, I KNOW Eileen! I still can remember you keep covering my mouth. I follow what Jing Ling and her girlfriend do. Haha. They kiss each other, I follow them kiss. I kissed Eileen. If Sophia stay with us, I'll kiss her also. Haha. I saw Jasmine Tay in the toilet. So nice to see her! We were so happy that we had the same drink. Haha.

And yes, Eileen and I wish everyone Happy New Year who walk pass us or people around us. We made a lot of new friends too. Eileen and I head down to the dance floor with new friends. They're girls. A girl hit my head from back. And you know what? I turn back and say "Happy New Year" to her. She was pretty shock and she kissed me. -_- Suddenly saw Jing Ling at the dance stage! We also go up and dance.

Jing Ling all went off pretty early. Left me and Eileen at Phuture. We have no idea we are surrounded by a group of guys. Went to the other end to look for Eileen's brother. Dance together and the lights off. Went to prata shop and I start to feel very uncomfortable and I vomit the moment I got home.

Happy 19 Brithday

2007-12-31T02:46:00.000-08:00

Tangy Tangy, ggggggg!

Black White Graphic

2007-12-30T04:07:00.000-08:00

No More Complicated Problem

2007-12-29T00:01:00.000-08:00

Felt betrayed? Then betrayed.
I'm a bad ~~friend~~ people
because I said "Fuck You".
Think you're not bossy to me?
Then let it be a NO.
Yes, you are you.
You are like this.
Because of your "like this",
I'll just walk, walk freely.
because I'm fine to lose a ~~Best Friend~~ friend.

By The Window

2007-12-28T08:42:00.000-08:00

"books, like friend. should be few and well chosen."

2007-12-27T08:30:00.000-08:00

too cold? too harsh? too straight forward? can't stand it? ~~fuck the world up side down.~~ i don't see i'm in the wrong this time. i just want to answer your question fast and short. i don't understand why so mad. i seriously don't see the need to. it's just only a trip. i didn't go around telling the whole world or text everyone in my phone book OR make a report to my mummy that my trip is cancel. i don't know why become like this. i just find that it's too hard to handle, ~~too hard to understand.~~ too complicated to comprehend.

now, today, forever, i never want to comprehend. because i don't see the need to and i'm so sick of this shit. conversation becomes quarrel every time. i guess very little people tell you about your negatives. or i guess no one dare to say it. now, let me tell you. you're too bossy. you think you are the "queen" and people around you is "your men". you always take control of people.

it's fine that you don't appreciate or believe my "thanks". which i really thanks you from the bottom of my heart. i smile when i saw an envelope on my table and i smile even widely when i open and i even concentrate reading what you wrote in the greeting card. and now you said this to me. "I don't think you're happy about the card either." shit you. this matter borders me so much and make me feel so frustrated the whole day.

fuck it, damn it. "books, like friend. should be few and well chosen."

I'm A Mixed Media Designer / Artist

2007-12-25T09:19:00.000-08:00

Eileen bought me a small book, Angie taught me how to enjoy writing, Artists from DeviantArt inspired me and now, I start to doodle, write and read more. And somehow, my thinking has expand.

"The Kid Felt Lonely."

Recently, I keep recalling the days I spent with Lasalle friends and somehow I don't feel like talking or communicate with people. I don't know why. I just want to do my favorite things. Leaving and forgetting my retrieval project aside. Christmas was fun, short and simple. Prawning at the Farm Way and not forgetting, a simple and nice chat with Angie.

Let Me Comfort You

2007-12-24T02:07:00.000-08:00

Super Terrible, Horrible.

2007-12-19T01:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night, it was extremely terrible for me. I could almost black out anytime. Thanks mummy for rushing down from her work place and my little brother for taking care of me.

Last Night, I Did A Different Style

2007-12-15T22:00:00.000-08:00

A digital collage.

Photo manipulation.

Free Photobooth - Hilarious!

2007-12-12T10:46:00.000-08:00

8 Mins

2007-12-12T10:01:00.000-08:00

Another Graphic Work

2007-12-12T06:39:00.000-08:00

I am Sashimi Mimi.

Photomanipulation + Typography

2007-12-11T10:01:00.000-08:00

Today's post

2007-12-11T07:07:00.000-08:00

This days, I had been doing doodling for a lot of reasons. Three reasons. First is to do a illustration of Angie, secondly, for fun and doing what I like and thirdly, love. It's still unfinished. Left about 4/5 and I spend 3 days, probably like 8 hours.

Slept thru my alarm and could only meet up with Eileen and Angie in school. Angie went for meeting and left us blog hopping, photo booth and facebook in the library.

Simple lunch at the hawker center and chilling and Angie taught me "How To Enjoy Writing" at the starbucks while waiting for rain to stop. The weather was too cold and dear Eileen had flu. Poor little red nose. Shop and walk around at Muji and I get her hot tea at Toast Box. Get well soon yo!

Weird Mood

2007-12-09T06:16:00.000-08:00

I feel so frustrated and I have no idea why. I feel like crying but can't cry. This feeling is so fuck up. I feel like screaming and shouting at people around me. But just can't let it out. I couldn't continue my doodles and illustrations or anything with this kind of mood.

Long Day; I feel so heavy

2007-12-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

Yes, long day today and I feel so heavy. Receive text from Kat that she miss me like fuck. I miss you too darling. Met up with Angie to shop for her make ups, books, diary and papers! We had beard papa to fill our stomach and had latte and ice teh at coffee toast. Yum! Finally I now own a book call, The Age of Feminine Drawing. Collections showcases original works by exceptional artist from around the world. This book is my lover and it really gives me ideas and inspirations! Next, I wanna get a Typography book.

After all this stuffs, I met up with dear Verse. I lost my way to in the City Hall. So blur and lost which side to take escalator up to Somerset. Oh my.... Terrible me. Went Hereen for Noise Singapore event. My work, my slogan/logo, "Deliverance Of Ideas" got selected. I couldn't find my work in the exhibition area. Whatever it is, it's nice to know that my work got selected and I'm invited to the exhibition/event. Maybe, I shall really take part Noise Singapore next year. And not forgetting to update my work with them. Anyway, this year exhibition/event is really good. I see so many young designers, artist and photographers. And their work motivate me to work harder. Yup, I shall sit all day long and tell you that you're gonna see my creations.

Long chat with Verse at MOS Burger. Talk about gays, arts, hers and my design life, my brother, books and everything. I hope my dear Verse here will continue her creations and back to her old self where she's used to be as crazy as me about arts, arts and ARTS! Yours truly wanna work with you. I can see and imagine our creations is combine together and there, VERM will be a successful designers/artist!

Nice Thursday

2007-12-06T07:54:00.000-08:00

I bought mom to Chinatown. Mom bought me a dress and I can't wait to wear it on Saturday. Thanks yo! Met Angie for dinner and look for books at Basheer Book Store. I saw so many books that I like and how I wish I can buy them all. IdN is my favorite graphic magazine. Inspirations...

I've a lot of things to do in my mind. Like making my own diary/journal that contains graphics, photography, photo manipulations and doodles all in A5. And I'm doing it tomorrow! I leave my school work aside and doing what I like. Haha. Currently, I'm doing a Illustrations of Angie. And I'm gonna do more of it and get crazy doing them before school starts! I'll show you soon. :)

Typography Express; Unbelievable.

2007-12-03T09:05:00.000-08:00

A simple Typography. Till now, I still love to create Typography. I like the final flow, font and color contrast.

Font Type used: Impact, size 8, 20, 30 and 34.

A Lyrics by Craig David, Unbelievable.
*please click on the image*

Here & There; Tired!

2007-12-03T05:10:00.000-08:00

Whole day out, travel here and there. Bedok — School — Tamp – Bedok – Far East – Bedok. Went school to get letter for the bank loan. And had lunch at Crystal Jade. Yummy egg tart! Went NTUC to shop for grocery. Mom shop for fish and I shop for Fuji Apples! BUT fuck it yo! The apples stinks like shit! No apple this week.

Quickly rush off and meet up with Richard, Joshua and lastly, my dear Kat! They had their lunch/brunch and then off to Richard's pub again. Drinking and chilling together. Nothing much but happy to see her before she fly off. Take care my friend, I Love You, I Love You and I Love You! Three times! Haha.

Deliverance Of Ideas

2007-12-02T08:23:00.000-08:00

Today only manage to finish an A4 unfinished artwork. My heart and mind not with me, couldn't concentrate but I still love the outcome.

She's Leaving In 3 Days, HUGS

2007-12-02T00:27:00.000-08:00

Soon, very soon, super soon, Kat is leaving. I don't feel sad and happy. I feel like can't bear her to go. Ggrr! All the mixed feelings is hard to describe. Oh well, Dear Kat, I'll super miss you yo!!

Yesterday I freak her out. Telling her that I'm in love with her. It's not Not NOT true at all that I'm in love with her. Then who I'm in love with? A guy. Don't ask which guy. Just recall and think hard. The hint is just just just so *Click! I mean simple.

But wait, I still love Kat. BFF-Love. Basically, I love everyone here: Sophia, Eileen, Roger, Verse, Evelyn, Jing Ling, Cat, Hazel, Sheryl, Mich Chew, Jess Lin, Pearl, Tangy, Shen Rae, Shalyn, Jia Bin, Sandy, Jie Ying, Xi Jun and myself.

Sophia, Eileen, I'm craving for Tian Ji Zou again! :D

Club Madness; So Much Fun

2007-12-01T01:50:00.000-08:00

Dinner at Newton, good food and good company = SWEET, LOVING & MEMORABLE!

Li Ping bought her a Doremon Cake.

She used a lighter as candles.

And we head down to Zouk, Phuture and RAV Club. We dance like mad and all of us were high. High High HIGH! Sophia and I keep squeezing and pushing people out. Too crowded, not much space to dance. NO! It's no space at all! That was at Phuture. Zouk was much more better and RAV is even much more better. Big space.

And Roger came and drop by for while to see me. Haha.

Eileen was quite drunk. I'm got tipsy after had Tiger without Ice at Sophia's friend's KTV, Accaoustic. I've got three new names from Sophia's friend's bf. First was meh de ling, second was bu de ling and third was don't know whatever ling ling lah. But still, my name is Merilynn. Call me Merilynn hor, Sophia(Sofa).

And not forgetting, Pictures!

And I love you too, Babe!

simple lunch today; wish it can be a little bit longer.

2007-11-30T02:13:00.000-08:00

Had lunch together with my dearest Kat and Eileen.
A simple and short lunch like this, already made my day.

Unbelivable; Impossible

2007-11-29T08:42:00.000-08:00

It's so unbelievable.
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.