White Sheep on a Blue Hill

"I do not want life to imitate art. I want life to be art." - deliverance of ideas

1:28 AM

My shooting together with Sophia was damn great! Pictures will only upload on Tuesday.


"Sophia, I know you hate waiting for pictures but I'm so sorry that I've to make you wait till Tuesday."



Saturday went down school to help out Eileen for her film specialism projects. I'm the back scene photographer.



Had early dinner at Hong Kong Cafe again.



Went to arcade to get Stitch and Marie for dear Cat. Look how happy she is! Yeah, that because it's he first time that her friends catch it for her. Keep them safe yeah! (:



Quickly rush home for shower and cab down to Home Club with Joel first then here comes Sophia and Jenny. The night was sweet and fun.



Cab home, felt a little lonely looking out the window, the night was so silence and cold, thinking of you and i shed tears unknowingly.

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I felt stupid. I felt so so stupid to start this relationship in the first place where We don't know each other welll.
I thought begin together with you, I will love you. But till Friday, I realize that you don't have a place in my heart. And on Saturday night, after Joel and Sophia keep saying how stupid I am, I felt regretted to start this relationship.
I seriously have no idea what's on your mind and how you feel about me. I can't feel your love. I bet you don't feel any love from me too.

I always ignored you. I put you in my last list. I have never give a thoughts for you. Not a feeling in my chest and love for you, I didn't have any. I keep avoid and running away when people asked me what kind of GF am I.

I'm at the bar, you're in the house, thinking I was with my girlfriends, just not knowing truly. You are the good boy, I am the bad girl. What IF I ask for a break when you're back? I know you gonna breakdown but I don't wanna hurt you any longer. Tell me what should we do. Tell me how you feel about it.


Clouds and sky

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