White Sheep on a Blue Hill

"I do not want life to imitate art. I want life to be art." - deliverance of ideas

10:06 AM



What a sad day. Ssaaddedd! Mom's boyfriend bought us out and ended up like a piece of shit. He's so so so not not NOT gentleman at all. Talked on his stupid phone, leaving my mom aside. Mom got upset and said, "anything for dinner." I got super upset angry when he said " ok lor! go down stair (my house coffee shop) da boa!" Automatically, my third finger point up right at his back.

WTF!? He wants to bring us out for shopping and dinner and he spoil our mood, his plan and everything! How great can that be uh!

New year is boring. Yes, no happening, no visitations, no reunion dinner and no new cloths. Nothing. Looking people and friends around me, all so looking forward for CNY, all so happening and blah blah.. That's the moment where I start to felt lonely...



Dream of someone and I can't help thinking about her and the dream. The dream is like.. so real! I've so many, so many, so many things to share with her. And the dream is like.. I say out all my so many, so many, so many things to her. I don't know how I should say it. IT'S JUST SO REAL!

I couldn't reach her at all (as if like she's not longer exists). I had been looking and trying to contact you for days, months, years already! Kakak syg, I still hopping to see you, receive texts from you again!

Labels: kakak syg, Personal