"I do not want life to imitate art. I want life to be art." - deliverance of ideas
Friday, November 16, 2007 WHAT'S WRONG MERILYNN
10:28 AM
I just need to post tonight. I feel so fuck up, frustrated and lonely mood recently. I can just easily get mad at people and then I'll be so fucking sarcastic to them. And I don't even border/care whether they'll get offended or get upset.
People tell me this: "Merilynn, you're not alone. I'm here for you." oh really? But I don't feel and see it. I always keep things to myself. I just don't know how to tell people or show my feelings/emotions. It's like so difficult for me. I only talk and see friends in school. Talk as in like rubbish/random chitchats. To me, friend is nothing. Nothing. I don't know how to explain it so perfectly. I feel so left out easily.... Sometimes I just hate going school and sit in class (although I'm so super crazy about Arts!)
I shall thanks Eileen for tonight. Walk long distance from Bugis to Boat Quay, taking pictures here and there, doing funny stuffs along the streets and roads. Thanks huh!
Oh yes, Kat bought me Macaroons. First time eating that. Just you to know, I appreciate it with all my heart, Sweet & Lovely.
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