White Sheep on a Blue Hill

"I do not want life to imitate art. I want life to be art." - deliverance of ideas

6:24 AM

life has changed greatly since early october. i couldn't be as happy as i used to be, happy-go-lucky-girl. it would be extrem wonder to have a great listening ear or a shoulder to lean on to cry. but, i had been keeping it to myself and words just can't express it all out. and most importantly, i don't need people to pity me.

this is sad, sadness....

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to DMD 1J

sometimes, doesn't means that you're my good friend or maybe "able to communicate friend" have to tell you about my problems or troubles. cares and concerns from ya'll, i sense it and i appreciate it. Thank You.

probably, ya'll might think that... "why she's not open? what's her reasons? why she changed soo much out of the blue? or she dislike us?" or whatsoever. i won't entertain and i don't have to tell ya'll why and what's the reasons behind it. some said i became more action, bitchy or whatever ya'll comment on me, i would says that ya'll are irraiting to me ;))

if my mood is right, i will talk, laugh or even joke with ya'll. if not, don't keep bugging me asking me why i look so shag, alrights ;))